親愛的媽媽,對不起.
"讀書很辛苦呢."
"讀書都為了什麼."
"現在學習的將來也用不著呀."
"怎麼你的女兒都不如別人聰明."
回到家莫名其妙地說了一大堆話.
彷彿都快堅強不起來了,眼眶熱得很.
我不知道媽媽能否看到什麼讀懂什麼,不過她一定非常擔心吧.
我是媽媽一直引以為傲的女兒嘛.
最後只徒得眼淚盈眶,連自己都感到很壓抑.
我只是累了,想歇一歇而已;明天還得重新站起來.
親愛的媽媽,你本應無知地堅信下去我是你最了不起的女兒,你本應樂觀地期待我名成利就的一天.
所以對不起.
所以請不要睡不著.
所以請愛惜你的身體.

所以孩子,請把擔子背得再牢固點,某天不幸摔倒時,也得令任何人視而不見.

dear mama, sorry.
"studying is a hard work."
"what is the reason of studying."
"the knowledge learned at this moment is meaningless in the future."
"why your daughter is not clever as the others."
i said such strange words to mama when i arrived at home.
just like cannot be strong enough to stand anymore, i felt the surroundings of my eyes are very hot.
i don't know how much mama can get, however i am sure she is worried about me.
mama is always proud of me.
finally i did not cry, but i felt so depressive.
i am just a bit tired and want to take a rest. and then i will be alright tomorrow.
dear mama, you are used to strongly believe i am the most marvellous daughter of yours artlessly, and expect the day of my success optimistically.
therefore, I am sorry.
therefore, please sleep peacefully tonight.
therefore, please take care of your body.