dear mama, sorry.
"studying is a hard work."
"what is the reason of studying."
"the knowledge learned at this moment is meaningless in the future."
"why your daughter is not clever as the others."
i said such strange words to mama when i arrived at home.
just like cannot be strong enough to stand anymore, i felt the surroundings of my eyes are very hot.
i don't know how much mama can get, however i am sure she is worried about me.
mama is always proud of me.
finally i did not cry, but i felt so depressive.
i am just a bit tired and want to take a rest. and then i will be alright tomorrow.
dear mama, you are used to strongly believe i am the most marvellous daughter of yours artlessly, and expect the day of my success optimistically.
therefore, I am sorry.
therefore, please sleep peacefully tonight.
therefore, please take care of your body.
therefore child, please take the responsibility more seriously. if you fall over unfortunately one day, you should either let everyone be blind to your weakness.